my starboy, my source of comfort, my muse...
I love you more than the stars in the sky!
♡ welcome to my lovemail carrd for banri settsu ♡
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I'm gonna fly - sydney forest
this precious song I've cherished since my childhood, a song I've known for as long as I can remember.
I've wanted to dedicate it to my future lover longer than I stopped believing in love, but you make me feel like love is worth believing in. I may not have a lover, but you're the next best thing as my beloved. I dedicate this song to you.
01. TO. S.B.
these are the songs I dedicate to you, because one is not enough.
sometimes, neither are just my words.
02. BANRICORE
these are the songs that remind me of you in any and every way.
03. BANRINNE
these are the songs that I dedicate to us, and the dynamic we'd have.
| title | date |
|---|---|
| 300 day anniversary | 26/08/20 |
| happy birthday | 09/09/20 |
| 1 year anniversary | 31/10/20 |
AUGUST 26th, 2020
you may wonder why I say that I love you more than the stars in the sky, when there are easily more romantic, grammatically correct ways to express my devotion through a cosmic notion.
theoretically, "I love you more than there are stars in the sky" may be a more accurate representation of my love for you, as there's a countless amount of stars to begin with...
but the way I measure my love for you is much more personal, more within reach than stars would ever be. I love you more than the stars in the sky, because this is the highest degree of love I've ever known since I was a child. my mother used to tell me she loved me the same way, and that she loved me more than she could ever love what she thought was the most beautiful thing in the universe - the stars.
banri, no matter how much I love the stars or any other precious things within this galaxy, I could never love them as much as I love you. I couldn't possibly measure the amount of love for you in my heart through time, and 300 days alone is definitely not enough.
In these days I've cherished you, I've grown so much stronger. through you, I was able to discover and accept more about myself, and get through hardships I never thought I'd be able to survive from. I may not be living life on super ultra easy mode as you do, which may just be the biggest of our few differences, but you help me persevere. even if no one else believed in me, even if I didn't believe in my own self, I always had you.
from when I came so close to quitting, in more ways than one, I had you in my thoughts and heart (and hands, since my plushie of you is practically inseperable from me) to help me get through everything. I survived high school, getting kicked out, and many other occurences in my life thanks to you. through gameplay, dialogue, music, fan created content, and even throught sheer imagination, you have helped me tremendously.
from the bottom of my heart, thank you for the past 300 days. I love you more than the stars in the sky, and hope to do so for many days to come.
from rinne, with love.
SEPTEMBER 9th, 2020
happy birthday, banri settsu!
your tremendous amount of growth has shaped you into such an admirable, lovable character, actor, and person. of course, this is not to say that you never were to begin with, but I suppose I speak for many when I say that your first impression made you seem like otherwise. because of this, you may be subjected to torment here and there, but everyone has different ways of showing their affection!
you are truly beloved, both in game and reality. it may not have seemed like the best decision when you were assigned as autumn troupe's leader, but it's a role you've grown to take up with so much responsibility. you've helped your peers grow and be motivated, and the extent of your help resonates with those around you, whether you reach out to them in the midst of their mightiest struggles, to momentary and simple ones.
for someone who has lived their life on "super ultra easy mode" without a care in the world, it's interesting to watch you experience challenges for the first time. even more than that, it's wonderful to see how your passion was ignited, even if it was for something you never would've imagined pursuing until your path lead you to mankai company. your existence truly goes to show that it's never too late to pick up something you genuinely enjoy doing, and that it's never too late to aim for a future you'd like for yourself.
perhaps the best part of all this growth you've experienced is the way you still have more growing up to do. you may be older now, different from the delinquent you were back then, and you have always been placed atop a pedestal that symbolizes your aptitiude in everything — but you were never perfect. no one is, and that's the beauty of it all. many agonize over the idea that there's always room to be better, and perfection is impossible... but you simply don't. instead of allowing this ideology to hurt you, you use it to fuel yourself instead.
no matter how good at anything you can be, I love that you're not perfect. I love that you are hateable just as much as you are loveable, and that there are things you've done and will do that people can either admire or loathe you for. you may be a fictional character, but you're as real as one can get.
it's true that you may not be as fleshed out as you should be, considering your complexity... but we are left to interpret how to perceive you based on what you've got on the surface. isn't that so human? we judge other people without knowing all there is about them, and we also uphold a surface of our own to front everything else about ourselves.
I think I've learned so much about myself and the world, and have shown a lot of my true colors thanks to you. there are so many people who relate to you, and even more that have a special place in their heart for you. I wish you could keep this in mind, especially when you feel like you're alone with no one on your side. there are always people who love you, in game and in reality, who support you, are in awe of you, and want to see you succeed.
I think you'll be able to learn this eventually, just as I and everyone else have learned from you.
even if you're not technically a real and living human, you definitely make me feel alive. loving is perhaps the most human thing to do above all, and I'm grateful to be loving you. even if I grow out of loving you in the future, or even if I die, I don't think I could ever regret loving you and learning from you. after all, the reason I am certain I will have a future is because of you, banri settsu. with all the love in my heart and every fibre of my being, thank you!
from rinne, with love.
OCTOBER 25th, 2020
although our 1 year anniversary falls on halloween (despite our anniversary being november 1st... just leap year things!), I've written this in advance because I'm unsure of what the future holds. With that being said, I was even unsure of whether or not I'd last long enough to make it to our 365th day.
this year has been the hardest year of my life. I couldn't imagine living through it without you.
endurance was never my strong suit. I always had a problem with becoming discouraged and giving up, even until now. but there are certain things in my life that push me to hold on, you included. you, banri settsu, are a driving force in my life that keeps me going.
from rinne, with love.
DECEMBER 4th, 2020
"star crossed" is